my moms a sag... and i always find myself saying to her "sometimes you love me too much" - -

You are absolutely right Lovefox I'm suffering because the connection was so perfect and right; and the happiness i felt inside was so great.
You are absolutely right, i'm glad he was honest and opend up to me to atleast tell me truth of what's going on.
I do need to check my chart to learn more about me and what my match should be. I dated a Taurus for 5 years and i know we are not the perfect match, but again the connection and everything felt just perfect.
I perfer the crude and straight and forward honety of the leo than the doubt-ness of the taurus and lack of honesty.

My Achilles for the last year has been a Libra. I suppose I should know better since finding out recently that my Mars is in Pisces and I do feel connections with them, too. But I have slowly grown to like this guy because of his forcefulness, his casual, balancing, arrogance beautiful green eyes, and lots of other little things. We live where we work, though, and everytime there are new girls to play with, off he goes. I have been through a yo-yo relationship with him for so long now, it is hard to figure out how to let go. we had just started up again several weeks ago, when I decided to change my hanging out after work routine, and found him openly flirting with another girl that I know has a thing for him. I called him when i knew he was back at his place and told him he could do whatever he wanted, because we were NOT going to be doing anything ever again. He has never claimed to have feelings for me, but he never seems quite done with me, either. He likes to pretend he is not doing anything with other girls, but his reputation where we work says a whole lot differently. I'm am at a loss on how to kick this habit. Oh, and I do have Libra in my Saturn and Pluto, I believe, which might explain some of the pull. I get him, but still...

I, in the meantime am feeling more than a little devastated. That Libra I like spent the night with me, saying we were friends with benefits, accepted a gift from me, asked for a massage before he left for vacation, and while on vacation, proceeded to post dozens of pics on his friend site of himself and some Austrian chick he ran all over Europe with..even bragging about one pic "this is the hotel where I stayed with so and so! : ) " I wrote and asked who she was and he said he met her before he left on vacation and they were in a long distance relationship now. Hope I was not angry.

Who does crap like this?! I wrote him a long kiss-off letter, but I still have to see him when I go back to work, and all I can think about are those pics of him and her. They recorded practically every romantic moment. I realize that Libras live for new adventures and especcially romantic ones, but this just so completely tacky of him. I admit I feel so jealous. I shouldn't. he was engaged to someone else we worked with last year and also took her to Europe, to his home. Probably took the new girl on the exact same tour, but it still hurts. I hate loving so much. I wish I knew how to be cold.